This was always hard for me to say

This was always hard for me to say
For you always know how to lore me back in
But today I broke from that spell
For today I will speak my mind
I do not think I can love you anymore
Know this may come as a shock
But my reasons are clear
And I know it hurts
For imagine what I’m feeling
We did not share the same love or even dream anymore
I went down one path, you the other
Even our past cannot make up for that
I'm surrounded by a million memories
And I miss you

Not the you I see standing in front of me
But the you I saw when we first meet
The you I fall in love with
The you that fall in love with me

But I do not think I can love you anymore
The picture of love that I made, included you
But your picture of love did not include me
I thought I was the one.
I thought you were the one.
Yet it seems that it did not work out like that
We just seemed to stop in our tracks.
No moving forward
Occasionally we would move backwards
Or even hold still
I have realized that going backwards
Does not get us anywhere except lost.
And I'm lost.
Confused and lost
Lost in memories, hopes and dreams


I thought you were my love.
You told me I was your love
But look now
I am alone
So very very alone
And hurting

For every girl I see
Even remotely like you
Even having a hint of your beauty
Makes me think of you
I start to think of all those bright days we had

But then “all” the memories come tormenting in
Like a torrent of freezing cold water
All those memories coming in from all different directions
Some from the times of sorrow
And some to the times of happiness


But in the end
I sit here all alone
Left everything between us behind
Yet you did that a long time ago